HEY men I hate winter time, so cold that I can't hang out with my friends like in the summer. halloween it's arround the corner. I don't know if I'm going to wear a costum jet, probably but I'm not sure. the year went by fast I can't believe that we are one month away for 2009 waooooo. Ecuador on December gets crazy I miss my country on this month so much. There is lots of memories over there. but I'm getting use to this country bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla Last time I went back to my country was 3 years ago. I wish had money to go and stay there for a couples of months. It's going to take me a while to save enough money to go for at leat 2 weeks, I will probably go this year I hope. I'm happy here but I need to see some of my friends that I left behind over there. It is always nice to catch up with peopl that we don't see often........... however I'm happy........................ what am I talking about jajajajajaja ok I'm bore now. ups I have to go well I guess I'll be back later....... c yaaalllllllllllllll

Whatever whatever what what......... lolololololol I'm happy the team that I'm a fan of made to the playoffs, I'm praying so that at least they make it to the most important soccer tournament in South America COPA LIBERTADORES that is. Barcelona has 2 runers up title in this tournament we havent gone to this tournament for about 8 years now and haven't won any cups in the Ecuadorian league for 10 years now. its sad hopefully they make it to this tournament hopefully they win the shampionship this year but its kind of complicating because they are in third place and are 6 points apart from the first place. hopefully they don't lose anyother games. I'm just going to keep oo praying for my team......................................................................................
I'll be like vamos vamo vamos Barcelona que este año vamo acampeonar eres lo mas grande del ecuador nunca te djare de alentar vamos vamos Barceloooonaaaaaaa............................................ Ok is like saying lets go red sox lololololollololoollololololololololololololololololololololololololo bye...... c ya next time.......... time is up..........................................................................................

UPPPPssss I am such a dummy remember how I said I had two turttles well one of them got lost and it was my fault ok here is the story it was last saturday it was freezing my room was cold and the water from their tank was cold so I decided to take them out of the tank and put them between a shirt on the floor now this was like at 12 noon at 1 I went to play came back like at 6 then I took a shower and went back out and did'nt come back until the next day. I totally forgot about them however the next day I look at the tank they weren't there then I remembered that I had taken them out of the tatnk and put them between my shirt I look under my shirt and there was only one of them the other one was gone I looked everywhere but couldn't find it I felt horryble like if I had lost one my kids. I miss it so much and the other turttle is now all by itself I think it misses him to, I'll probably buy another one but I'm scare. I miss my turttle, it is problably dead by now poor little creature........... ............. I feel so bad my family however laughed at me when I told them, as if it was a joke.................................................................. I am so bad a mean O can't take care of two turttles how am I going to be able to take care of other things......................... waoooooooooooooooooooo so sad aint it................... c yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......

This is the soccer team that I am a fan of it its from Ecuador must of ecuadorsa soccer fan's are fan's of this team. It was one of the best team of South America in the late 80's and 90's but that changed lately there are no more players like there were ones now they play for the money but back in the days they play for the colors of the shirt for the team I would love to play for them sometimes I think that If I was to stay in Ecuador I was eventually going to play for them but I came here and those dreams seem to be far away from me. I think I have the skills but I don't think I am phisically prepared for it. hopefully I gain back my shape this year. I playe for the westchester flames last summer a good team at first the coach sat me on the banch but then I was a started and that gave me confidence I then ralized that I have skills and that I can play that I just have to give it a try I'm taking that chance this year after the season with the flames its over I'm gonna go back to Ecuador and give it a try with any team, second or first division I don't care I just want to try and play what I know. soccer it's my passion and my life. hopefully I make it and if I don't atleast I try. c yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

People is always talking about something new the other day one of my friends said that he heard that Barrack Obama is the anti christ. I was like you you are some crazy............ he said that the antichrist was going to come from a black and white family with a lot of money I laugh so har that I felt cramps in my stomach this was the dummiest thing I ever heard. lololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololol...................... bored done with this blog. Don't know what to say english it's so hard to learn but I wont give up .llololololololololololololololololol tired and bored I always feel this way don't I. Ain't that funny. there are so many rules in this country that a lot of people don't follow....................................... funny funny funny lololololololol c ya...........................................................

The other day a friend of mine send me a video about the incident of 911 according to this video, the ones who destroyed this towers were the government of the United states. they said that bush it's a member of a secret group that I don't remember the nam of it anyways they were saying that he destroyed the twin towers and he put the blame on Osama BinLaden so then he went on war with Iraq It migh be true. I don't remember the name of the video. I remember when this tragedy happen I was in ecuador and when I saw it I started crying and praying like if some of my family were there. saddddd very saddddd ahhh boredddddddddddddddddddd don't know what to type even dough I have type, I might need s hype energy drink that would keep me up and make me type,,, so nice to rhyme ja not this is wack. I can't rhhyme. I can't sing, I can't write but I'm so nice playing soccer. Everytime I score, I'll scream goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooollllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll and then I jump and point my finger to the sky dedicating my gol to god. Yeah thats right if i score twise then it goes to my mom............... the boston red sox made it to the americans however they didn't win the series, the Rays did it and they are now on the world series and about to loose the series too they are one game out.
but they did not win that

Wats good people jajajajaja lol here just thinking of how to get money, I need more money but there is a problem I don't like to work. I wish I was rich or at least with enough money to have a house, a car and support my family. Unfurtunately I don't and this situation its getting worst. I was thinking about going back to my country here I love it but I don't feel like I'm been myself I feel that it's someone else. Back in my country I just to be happy, sweet and outgoing, but here I'm mad all the time anything gets me mad grumpy must of the time and bored. anyways let me stop. Last week a bought a pair of turttles they are so pretty my sisters named them climber and digger I thought that turttles were slow nimals but theyre not they move fast. they swim a lot however when I take them out of the tank they run and climber climbs my bed sheets and diger digs into the sheets it's funny watching them doing this I so glad I bought them I hope they don't die anytime soon. My sisters love them they want to have them all the time, they go into my room and play with them. the other day I came back from work and didn't find them I went to their rooms I they were there playing with my turtles, I told them not to take the turtles with them whenever I'm not there. It's funny dough..............//////.......
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Ok remember how I talk about the end of the world right now at the end of that post I wrote down "blak holes" what I can remember this black hole would absorb the earth. It might happen again I don't know. one thikn that I can say Its that god created us and he would be the only one who will destroy his creation whenever he thinks that we need a change. He is the only one with the power to destroy and end this world like when he created it. we here for a reason and whenever we have completed our job in this planet thats when I think he'll call us to his paradise beatifull now is'nt it. I hope I was put in this place for something good. years would let me know I just have to go with the flow until it's time for me to go. hopefullu it takes me long so i get to see my son's uhhh nice ahh. i'm getting tired of writing. my head is clear of thoughts I'm not thinking about anything, nothing it's comming out of my head like always I might need to go back to my country and come back stronger. don't know ehat else to talk about it's time for me to hit the bag not i'm playing. It is time for me to my daily run so that when I play, I'll be in good shape I wish I could keep on writing but the library it's closing in 2 min so I'm outty c ya.................... be good

The other day I was watching some video clips on youtube about the end of the world. According to the mayan claendar, the I ching and some web program that I dont remember the name of it right now, the world is going to end on december 21 of 2012. I kind of started to think if this is really happening some of these predictors have been right so far they predicted natural desasters, wars and the list goes on. they also said that on that year a lot of things are going to happen there is going to be severe weather changes and nuclear wars, so far the global warming it's happening and the rumors of a third world war are always going on it's scary. hopefully they are wrong about they're predictions otherwise it's sad to think that I am going to die at a young age and probably won't have a kid by then jet omg so sad. I'm like uhh I can't believe it uhh the world it's ending, lol. How to know if all of this predictions are going to happen. we are so close for that date 3 years and a couple of months waoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo don't know what to say. hopefully all of his it's just some false predictions. we just have to wait and see if it happens
how beatifull this looks haaaa. and in about 3 years from now according to those predictors there won't be our planet there anymore there would only be a blank space there like a black hole. like the picture below:

I haven't write in this blog for a while even dough I was suppose to. anyways right now I'm at the west computer lab just thinking about my math class that class is so hard I think I'm going to fail hopefully I won't I don't know. Yesterday I was playing soccer in the tennis court at shippan beach which it's close to my house. after that I went home and was thinking about getting a new job and how to do better in school but there is noting that motivates me to do my homeworks when I get home every day from NCC I trow my backpack on the floor and it stays there. I hate been lazy I don't know why I'm so lazy this is a bad habit that I have to let go I try so hard but it's just impossible even at work I'm always tired and bore. I have such a negative attitude I'm always thinking bad about myself. the only thing that motivates me it's soccer. when I'm playing thats alll I'm thinking of, I think what move I'm going to make to take the other player or when to make the right pass, thats the only time that I fell happy that I Know what to do. But then when I get back home all my problems come back and its frutrating. I don't have a carreer jet and my dad is like asking me and putting pressure on me and I don't like that I hate when he ask me about it. lololoooloollooloolololllolololloloolololoolololololoololollolollololol